you force feed lies down my throat
and then it kills me to use you as a scape goat
these days i have fallen short
when you put the pressure on my head
it's not fair

lies engulf me
lust involves me
i get on my knees
and i begin to cry so
reattain me, rearrange my mind
cause when the truth be told
i'm afraid to die

how am i to believe you
when i can't even believe myself
i say we end this riddle
to much apathy to take
too much love to fake
why am i dependant on failure